我问一位好朋友是否想在 Fetishcon 期间把我绑起来，虽然在我们难得的机会中，我们俩都不喜欢玩逃脱挑战。我们都希望我被绑住并保持安静几个小时。由于安静、不挣扎、不移动不是你想看到的，所以我们都妥协了。

他用天然黄麻绳和一个漂亮的皮革面板塞口器绑住我，嘴里塞着一根香蕉（你会看到我吐出来），还有一个皮项圈，是我在楼下试穿了许多摊位后挑选并试穿的。我把这叫做即兴的捆绑。我的手腕不是身体上固定脚踝的部位，而是系在我项圈后面的绳子。很难理解为什么我没有像平常一样挣扎，或者为什么当我尝试时我的脸会变红，但这个项圈的作用肯定不止是向我和你展示谁是老板，而且不是我。胯绳当然也有助于防止我四处移动。

我很沮丧，因为我的手就在我面前，被绑得很紧，我够不到任何结。我试着扭动，试着松开任何东西，试着找到出路。我最终设法把皮革面板塞子滑下来，从嘴里吐出那条巨大的手帕，现在嘴里已经沾满了口水。

我几乎要放弃了，但由于我一直在努力奋斗，我终于出汗了，内啡肽占据了上风。我专注于试图把我的手腕和手从缠得很紧的双柱领带中抽出来。我闭上眼睛，集中注意力，想象绳子从我身上抽出来，而不是这样做所带来的巨大不适。

一旦我把手抽出来，我就会开始解开其余的绳子，尤其是系在我衣领上的那根，这让我的脸色难看，这是有原因的。然后我继续感到有点沮丧，因为我似乎找不到将我的双腿绑在一起的结。I asked a dear friend if he wanted to tie me up during Fetishcon, altho doing an escape challenge isn't exactly what we both prefer when we want and can to play on our rare occasion. We both want me to stay bound and quiet for hours. Since quiet, no struggling, no moving isn't what you want to see, we both compromise.

He ties me up with natural jute rope and a beautiful leather panel gag with a banana shoved in my mouth (which you will see me spit out) and a leather collar that was chosen and tried on me after trying on many in the vendor booths downstairs. Im going to call this a improvised hogtie. My wrists arent the body part holding my ankles back, its the rope that is attached to the back of my collar. Its hard to see why I am not struggling like I normally do or why my face is getting red when i try but this collar is certainly doing more than showing me and you whos the boss, and its not me. The crotchrope is certaintly helping keep me from moving around alot too.

I get frustrated because my hands are right in front of me, very tied very tight and I cant reach any of the knots. I try to wiggle, I try to get anything loose, I try to find my way out. I do eventually manage to slide the leather panel gag down and spit the huge bandanna out of my mouth that is now soaked with drool.

I almost have to give up but since I have been struggling and working hard, I am finally sweating and the endorphins have taken over. I focus on trying to slide my wrist and hand out of the massively wrapped double column tie. I close my eyes and focus and visualize the ropes off of me and not on the massive discomfort it takes to do so.

Once I get my hand out, I then work on the rest of the ropes, esp the one attached to my collar making my face read for good reason. Then I continue getting a bit frustrated since I cant seem to find the knots holding my legs together.