保持良好的行为举止真是太难了。要不是被蒙上头戴上手铐，我早就被马丁弄得趴在地上了，但他知道我什么时候会变得如此渴望。所以，既然我不能走路、说话、起床，我想我就只能坐在这里，规规矩矩地待着，继续把自己弄得一团糟。It was soo hard to be on my best behavior. If I wasn't hooded and cuffed, I would be on the floor at Martin's cock but he knows how I am when I get needy. So, since I can't walk, talk or get up, I guess I'll just sit here, behave, and continue to make a mess out of myself.