演出一开始，我的脚疼得要命，就脱掉了高跟鞋。马丁不同意，所以他把我半吊着，把我的高跟鞋牢牢地锁在脚上。如果脚已经疼了，他还要让我“彻底”疼起来——让我穿着高跟鞋站着，他用他那双有力的手狠狠地抽打我，把我弄得遍体鳞伤。我口水直流，口水顺着内裤流了下来，我哭起来的时候，马丁就脱掉我的鞋，让我踮着脚尖站着I had my heels off at the start of the show because my feet were hurting. This doesn't fly with Martin, so he puts me in a semi-suspension and locks my heels back on my feet. If they're already hurting, he's going to make sure they hurt "extensively" - by making me stand in my heels while he flogs me all over and roughs me up with his strong hands. I'm drooling so much, my spit is running down my panties and when I start crying, Martin takes my shoes off so I'm left to stand on my tip toes.