今晚发生在我身上的事完全符合我的要求，马丁也完全符合我的想象——他把一块煤渣砖绑在胯绳的另一端，痛苦地哭泣着。我一直在努力不让自己被拉向前，勒死自己。现在就只有我和30磅的体重在玩跷跷板。这是专业表演，严禁模仿What happened to me tonight was per my request and Martin delivered exactly what I imagined - suffering and crying when he attached a cinder block to the other end of the crotch rope. I was in a constant battle not to get pulled forward and choke myself. It's just me and 30-pounds playing seesaw. This is a professional performance; imitation is strictly prohibited