从我把压舌板塞进嘴里那一刻起，马丁就知道这东西会让我全程难受。他清楚我必须全神贯注才能撑过这场表演，所以他竭尽所能地破坏我的专注力——先用绳索紧紧勒住我的喉咙，让我跪着，手腕被拽到脚踝处，脚踝又被拽到肘部。 膝盖的剧痛让我逐渐崩溃，注意力开始游移。当马丁看准我已到极限时，他挥动魔杖，彻底击垮了我。 From the moment I buried the tongue depressor gag in my mouth, Martin knew it would bother me the whole time. He knew it would take all of my focus to survive the show, so he made sure to do everything he could to break my concentration... starting with a tight throat rope and me on my knees with my wrists pulled to my ankles and my ankles pulled to my elbows. With my knees breaking me down, my focus started to shift. And when Martin saw that I was at my end, he comes in with the wand and finishes me off.