当马丁用绳子勒住我的脖子，我痛苦不堪时，我的脸上浮现出一种非常特别的表情。那是一种专注、痛苦和无助交织的表情，在我被绑在椅子上坐下后立刻出现了。脖子上的绳子拉开了整个过程的序幕，手腕被拉到身后，预示着即将到来的折磨，而那些三叶草则加剧了这种痛苦。我摆出了一副“荡妇脸”，马丁也给予了相应的“奖励”。Martin creates a very distinct look on my face when he ropes my throat and I'm suffering hard. It's a mix between concentration, anguish and helplessness and it happened once I was seated and bound on chair. The rope around my neck started the process, my wrists being pulled behind me set the scene for destruction and the clovers amplified the situation. I wore the "Slut Face" appropriately and Martin rewarded accordingly.