我感到身体的欲望与想要逃离那些不受我控制的过度敏感感觉的渴望交织在一起。然而，束缚如此之紧，我只能透过口塞发出哀求，试图接受现状，几乎无法挣脱。在我达到高潮之后，他们用钥匙戏弄我，我精疲力竭，无力逃脱。我的精神已经彻底崩溃，我感觉自己被彻底摧毁，然后又被重新塑造成邪教所喜爱的某种东西。I feel my body’s desire mixed with the need to escape the overly sensitive sensations that are outside of my control. Yet, the bondage is so tight, all I can do is plead through a gag and try to accept my situation, barely able to wiggle enough to find a reprieve. After I am made to cum, I am taunted with my keys, exhausted and unable to get out. My mind has been made into mush, and I feel that I have been broken and made anew into something of the cult's liking